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Being withh youu changed my life
i loved you yesterday, love you today, always have and always will

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The name is C-L-A-R-A-A. Its a mustmust to eat, sleep and playy! :D. imma die-hard fan of pink, yayyay! White chocolates FTW! Sweetlyy attached

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"If we live our life in fear,
I'll wait a thousand years
Just to see you smile again "


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Thursday, February 24, 2011

This entire post, is just gonna be for my darlinqq..

Darlinqq, i'm sorryy. The past few days, we've been quarrellinq alot. Tomorrow's our second month alr. I really don't like us, the way we are now. The way thinqs are now. I'm really sorry. I should've been more understandinqq. But i really feel very effed up. I just need someone to listen to me. And i just blasted at youu. Second month.. Time flies very fast. Its alr our 2nd month. It just seems like, we just celebrated our 1st month.

I need you to know that, i really want us to last. `Cause i really really love you. I totally hate the word 'break'. Because, i don't want us to end up like you and mavis. I've been trying to get past qiuxin, put it behind me. But everytime she appears infront of me, it just reminds me of you. Then i'll think about prefects chalet, 25th december, 26th december, 27th december, 29th december, 31st december, 3rd january, 4th january, 6th january, 10th january, 15th january, 19th january, 20th january, 26th january, 28th january, 3rd february, 14th february, 17th february, 19th february. All the dates, do you remember? `Cause i remember. Every single one of them. Memorable dates, i remember them too. 25122010, 31122010, 100111 and 14022011.

They got their own meanings to it. I really need you, i can't afford to lose you. Those memories.. are too hard to bear if we ever break. I really don't know what i would become, without you. `Cause what i am now, is cause of you. Its `cause of your sweet love, the security i feel when i'm with you. You made me, you made who i am now. Your sweet messages, i could re-read them everyday and not get bored of it. I can see your picture all day without thinking its borinqq. I can talk to you everyday and always have somethinq to talk about. This is all because i love you. Because of your love, to me. The way you speak to me. The way you're protective about me. To me, you have flaws, but those imperfections made you perfect. In a way or another. I really love you. I hope we can go all the way. I love you.

-xiiaoqii-

Keep your heart with me, memories will always be withh me ♥
4:29 AM

Friday, February 18, 2011

I'm sorry; boy.

Sighh, this week totally sucks except for Monday. Tuesday, thinqqs started to come in to ruin my mood. Until today. Hope next week's a better week. For me. Thinqqs are goingg real hard for me. I wonder how lonqq i can hang on till i actually break down. Sighh. I actually cried `cause of little thinqqs. I'm supposed to trust my darlinqq. What the hell am i thinkinqq that dayy. Just because of school, my mood like shyt then make it dao his fault. Sighh, i think i gotta be more understandinqq, really.

Then he's havinqq A-levels next year ler. I get how important A-levels is to him. I can't be selfish (: Well, school has been suckish for me. With prefects qivinqq me shytt for the past 1 week. No respect. Guess i just gotta earn that respect thenn. SJAB was funn so far, still okay bahhs. Hope trg tomorrow, got more jokes, heh (: Prefects wise, not top 10, idc also lerh lahh. Guess i put my studies as priority 1st. My top 10 this year, i must jiayous lerh (:

Darlinqq, i know sometimes i might be moody and make thinqqs difficult for you. But i really really hope you won't take it too hard on yourself, and hope you won't take it to heart. I really really don't mean it. Sometimes its just that im to stressed up in school, havinqq tests, CCA and leadership stuffs. But i want you to reply me when you can, or at least give me a rough timinqq when you end school and stuffs. Then i wouldn't have to hold onto my phone just for your 1 reply, and end up missinqq you. I hope you understand ):

-xiiaoqii-♥

Keep your heart with me, memories will always be withh me ♥
4:51 AM

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Sighh, not really feelinqqq good ; sigh.

yohh. Not really in a vehh good mood now. Alot thinqqs screwed up today also. And then thanks to my stupid cough also. Phy test, not satisfied with my marks. Then in class, nobody to sms. Siann. Thenn i went for SJAB. It was a freaking hot day and they made us stand there for 45mins. Sighhh. `Then admin stuffs, do also do so slow. Everything do dao so slow. wth la. NCO can stand in shade, while we are under hot sun. Naise. Thanks yeah?

Yesterday went to finddd darlinqq at bout 7pm. Spent valentines day withh him. Best v`day ever. The beach was the best, cause it brinqqs back alot of past memories.. Prefects chalet, 25th december, 26th december, 30th december and 31st december. All these memories are carved in my heart, never to be erased. Thenn got people come give free water. LOLLOL. Then wo bu yao. LOL.

Darlinqq said to call `bout 10, i mistook it for callinq AT 10. Well, there's a difference. Haha. nevermind bah, he's busyyy with jc stuffs. idw keep disturb him also. Then now also a lil tired. Probably sleepinqq soon. Medicine makes me drowsy. Sighh. How i hope time stopped yesterday, in the beach. Everythinqq was almost perfect. Siiann, lazy post lerh. Buh-byee

-xiiaoqii-♥

Keep your heart with me, memories will always be withh me ♥
5:54 AM

Thursday, February 10, 2011

I miss you ; darlinqqq

Sighh, today kinda screwed, met darlinq only at 4pm. Didn't manage to have some private time or smethinqq with him. Basically cause jon and yuejie was there. Today's mood also not really good. `Cause he say i don't like him anymore. Yeah, i don't like you anymore, cause i already love you. And that can't be changed. I wanted to say that, but jon was there.. So nevermind. Walk around E!Hub, see-inq couples holdinq hands, huqqinq, holdinq waist etc.. It used to be disgustinqq sight for me, but not anymore. `Cause its you, who changed how i think. Everythinqq is so different now, after we are together. It became like i'm in heaven, so beautiful, so perfect. But just see-inq her, thinkinq bout you and her, can change my mood totally.

I didn't want to think of you and her either. But i can't help it. Everytime i see her, in school, i'll get reminded of you. How you used to like her, sms her, talk to her. Those 'memories' are too hard for me to bear. Sometimes, i can't take it. I just feel like cryinq. But always, at that point of time, you're always there, with me. Your voice, askinq me why i emo. Sometimes, i just want you to hug me, tellinq me everythinq is okay, when i'm upset, or when i'm down. Your just so perfect, sometimes. Too perfect, that i find you too good for me. But i know, i can't live, without you. `Cause i love you too much. My emotions just go out of control, i just can't help it. But you understand, you understand how i feel, and all. I really really love you, i cant afford to lose you, not anymore. I love you.

-xiiaoqii-♥

Keep your heart with me, memories will always be withh me ♥
3:47 AM

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

I miss you ; love

Backs from Hongkongg! Nothinqq much there luh. ): Lets talk about my trip. First day: Plane to Hongkong, Went to hotel, then eat o.o. The food there hor. is super de hor. Terrible taste. Dammit. LOL. Thenn after that we go back hotel pack some stuffs jiu go Zhu Hai(china) lerhh. Seriously, i never wanna go to china again! ): Had dinner there which totally SUCKS! Not to my expectations T.T! Thenn went to a hotel there. Damnn scaryy that hotel. Just felt weird there and uhmm, the doorwayy right, is super dark and scary.. Can imagine lor! ): Then fell asleep while thinking bout darlinqqq.

Day Two: Woke up in the morning, go nearby "shopping mall" walkwalk. Doesn't even look like shopping mall. And then hor, the thinqqs there all fake de. Tskkk. I managed to get KFC, so it was alrighties luh :D. Thenn after eat le, walkwalk Then we go back macau :O Go there walkwalk shoppinq, Adults go casino. Walao aye, NOT ENOUGH TIME! i haven finish shoppinqq! :( Bro bought chewing gums, i didnt buy anything. Too expensive, he rich mah, im not :D. Thenn went back to honqkonq, got macs then went back hotel and BOOM, SLEEP :DDD

Day Three: Woke up in the morninqq, then they say today 4+ then qoinqq out. So i went back to sleep again XD. 2pm woke up, eat porridge then helped to pack the room. Sun bian while packinqq, was eatinqq tidbits which i brought! YAY :D. Then packpack, BOOM bro and ahqonq sleep. Messy again! ): my effort gonee to waste. Nvm :D. Thenn 4+ le, went to "Nu ren Jie"(In chinese) So basically the thinqqs there are superb cheap, and easy to bargain. But hor.. Got nothinqq to buy! Tsktsk! Only bought a lonqq wallet(hello kitty de) at SGD $10. Why hello Kitty, kay reason damnn simple. There the wallets not nice, then hello kitty de damn nice and its PINK! Me and darlinqq's fav colour :DD. So i bought that lor. Then walkwalk, walao. They hor, halfway walk, halfway eat. I eat dao gain 2kg ler la! ): NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! T.T! ):. Then went back hotel, Thinkk of darlinqq, and slept :D

Day Four: Woke up in the morninqq, then went to Shen Zhen(china) Follow tour de. Kayy, Tour = alot people right? Yeah, my tour DAMNNN alot people, alot dao its my own family members, 5 only. Wthh lor! Then we went to Shen Zhen, had lunch, indian de, eh the curry damnn nice lor! ><. Then eat le, jiu go to this crystal place thinqqyy. Walkwalk, playplay thenn went back to bus. Then we went to Windows of the world. Or somethinqq lidat. There hor, is somethinqq like disneyland? Just that 1 thinqq. Its SUPER borinqq. Sighh. Then walkwalk le, supposed to go shoppinq mall de, butthen i too sian alr, everyone sian, so we early went back hotel :D. Then went to eat ricee, chicken chop rice, somethinqq lidat. Not bad, quite nice! :D Then hotel le, BOOM SLEEP

Day Five: Woke up in the morninqq, packed laguagge and all. Then checkout. Then go shoppinqq mall walkwalk awhile, go back hotel le :D. Then had a lil fever, probably cause of the weather there bahhs. Then went to airport wait for plane, then they still eat sia! Walao, solid. All gain weight! :DDDDDD. At least im not alone :D. So practically nothinqq to do whole day missinqq my darlinqq lorh. I wanted to buy the freakinqq card to call back sg. Butthen hor! They're SIM card and ours different! Irritatinqqq. Then cant fit my phone. + There no LAN shop! Walao idiot! NO WIFI ALSO. So i totally couldn't contact my darlinqq. Only last day, due to my irrritatinqqness my cousin lend me her phone sms 1 text to my darlinq! Walao. Then i back lerh, i think he fell asleep? `Cause got no reply.

Darlinqq, i miss you. Alot alot. That five days, is totally hell for me. Thinkinqq of you all the time, yet couldn't contact you. Even findinqq LAN shop and cards have been tirinqq. `Cause all have the same reply, Don't have. Can't fit. Sighh. I really really really miss you alot! Even now. `Cause you fell asleep while i'm back. Sorry. My flight got a little delayed. Supposed to reach at 11 de. Butthen due to whatever reasons, they delay the flight. I really really miss you! I'm afraid i can't go to bed anytime now. I'm thinkinqq of you, all the time. I'm never gonna leave you again, i promise. `Cause i know, i can't take it. Not anymore. I love you ♥

-Xiiaoqii-♥

Keep your heart with me, memories will always be withh me ♥
9:44 AM

Saturday, February 5, 2011

Day 2~

Darrrrr. I miss you alot! I know its mushy, but i really want to hear your voice :( Everyday has been a dreadfully, boring day without you around.

Really hope your enjoying yourself in HK! Stay healthy kays? Wash hands before every meal etc etc :D MUST REMEMBER KAYS?

Time without you seems to be an eternity.

Keep your heart with me, memories will always be withh me ♥
6:11 AM

Friday, February 4, 2011

Day 1 of darling leaving for Hong Kong~


TODAY WAS DAMMMM BORING. Without darling here, i practically fell asleep from 2pm-5pm. Hurry up and come backkkk :(


This year's chinese new year, doesn't compare to the past CNYs. Maybe its just me, but everything seems super quiet this year..

*Spends 5minutes thinking of what to type* DARLING! HURRY UP AND COME BACK! :(

Lucas~

Keep your heart with me, memories will always be withh me ♥
7:05 AM

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Boy, i miss you ; Love

Todayy had funn in school, paper cutting XDDD! So lame lor, but okay la, end product quite cool (: Had a ferrero rocher from Mr Chooo! :DD. Thankyouuuus! Thennn had some performance, so nicee :D. Then after that met darlinqq together with yuejie and Jonathan :D. So funnn!

Then we went to have lunch at Tampines kopitiam, darlinqq help me take tray! ♥ . Then we went to buy KOI! So damnn nice! Ice cream milk tea! ♥ Thenn we went watch movie, Green Hornet, obv i smugglie KOI in :DD. Damnn funny the movie, but most part is me going to sleep :DD.

Thenn went to E!Hub slack lorhh. I lovee darlinqq, he's damnnn cool! I miss him ): tsktsk! How i wish time didn't flyy so fast. Sighh! Tomorrow CNY lerhh, butthen darlinqq staying at home D: Thenn i going tamp, butthen i don't think i can see him lorh, his mum don't seem to be going overseas lerhh lehh! :( Sighh. Neverminddd! :D

Darlinqq, five days will pass damnn fast derhh, I know you she bu de me go, esp this timing where H1N1 is in Hong Kong. But i will take care of myself, i promise. I won't fall sick, not now at the very least. I will miss youu, butthen don't miss me too much and takecare of yourself kayys? I don't want hear thinqqs like you cry, or emo cause of my overseas trip, promise me that, just that, please. You promise me to not emo, hope you will keep that promise, i trust you. Take care or yourself kayys? I love you ♥

-xiiaoqii-♥

Keep your heart with me, memories will always be withh me ♥
2:33 AM