Monday, April 4, 2011
Everything came crashing down; i'd rather die.
Sigh, back to blogging again. Realised i didn't really blog for quite a lonq time already. Recently, things haven't been going very well for me, be it prefects, st john's, studies and even, relationship.. Sometimes i really wonder, is it because i went too far? Or is it that you don't even care at all.
I really wonder, will you be happier without me? I've been thinking for WEEKS. It isn't just a day or two. And apparently, i don't think it'll make any difference to your life, even if i'm not there for you.. I really wonder, is your heart still with me? `Cause i guess not. You just had camp, you're tired, you're stressed up and stuffs. I understand, i really do. But why is it that you would rather facebook than text me?. How lonq does it take for a person to text 'Back from camp.' for me, its just 30secs. Or maybe even, less than that. Is it just so difficult for you to text me? Your heart just isn't with me anymore, right? You'll be happier without me, right? I know it hurts me, but if that's a fact, i would rather you tell me now, i'd rather get hurt now, when everything is wrong. Than to get hurt, when things are right. I need an answer.
You keep tellinq me, that you still love me, that you don't want to have a breakup. But, things aren't what it seems now. Is it so hard to text a 'morninq'? You said, jc is tough, yeah i know jc IS indeed tough. You promised me that, we won't lose communication no matter what. But we ARE losing communication. You've betrayed my trust, and now, you expect me to trust you? Feel secure with you? I know that, i don't want a breakup. People keep askinq me, where you are. How am i supposed to answer? When i don't know ANYTHING. You've been keeping things from me, since last month. Till now. I didn't say anything because i don't want you to get stressed up! But ended up, im the one who is freaking stressed up cause of this. You said you don't want us to end up like anne and leon. Then you want us to end up like you and mavis? You want a repitition of the past? Is it that?
Do you even remember, on the night of prefects chalet, we were damn close. I sat beside you, i felt something i haven't felt before in my life. And i guess, that's what they call, a sense of security. I felt it. I felt blessed, i was happy. When we went to the beach, to watch the sunrise, although it wasn't really clear, but it was nice, and i said it was nice isn't about the view, but its about the feelinq, the feelinq where you are beside a person you love, the feelinq of happiness, the feelinq of bliss. I felt that, and thats where everything started, didn't it? On 25th december, we were sitting there, by the breakwater. Admiring the scenery, feelinq the breeze of the sea, looking at the sky. It was perfect. And thats where you first held my hand, i felt very lucky, to have you in my life. I felt secured. On 31st december, at the beach, where i poured my feelinqs out to you. Share my problems with you. Sharing my burden. Where i admitted that i was jealous that you loved her. Where i told you not to cry, knowing that your about to. Where i first hugged you. Where you first kissed me on my forehead. Tellinq me everything is gonna be okay. Promised me you wont let me feel that pain ever again. On 10th january, where it was your birthday, where you gotten your O-levels results. We were at 5th floor of E-Hub, where i cried because of your results, i cried because of the jc that your mum asked you to go. Where you asked me to close my eyes, and where you first kissed me. You told me, everything is going to be fine, then you hugged me, makinq me feel secure, making me believe in you. On the 26th of february, in the beach, where i doubted you. Jonathan helped us to clear the misunderstanding, where you apologised to me, and when you hugged me while i was crying. You made me feel secure again. At that point, i promised myself, that no matter what, i would not ill-treat you. Never again. But however, that was the last time, the last time that i ever felt secure. And that was 26th of february.
And now, it's already 4th of April. I still feel as though im wasted, i feel like dying, i don't want this pain. The sharp pain in my chest, which i think is what others call a heartbreak. It was worse, worse than how i used to confessed to you and i know it was impossible between us. Everytime i thought about breakup, i would cry, the feelinq of losing someone important to you. The feelinq of dying, the feelinq where you're wondering what will happen, if you broke with that person. That feelinq of insecure, where you can't eat proper meals, can't sleep properly. Where you're tired of everything, and on the verge of giving up. I'm feelinq that. You told me, you don't want a breakup, but everything you've given me, since 26th february, is an indication of breakup. And always the reason is cause of, JC. Its not about JC. I told you, i don't need a immediate reply, i don't need a constant messaging topic. What i want is to feel the way i feel last time, the feelinq where you know that you're loved. I didn't get it since then. Is it cause your heart isn't with me anymore? Or is it other reasons..
Sigh, back to blogging again. Realised i didn't really blog for quite a lonq time already. Recently, things haven't been going very well for me, be it prefects, st john's, studies and even, relationship.. Sometimes i really wonder, is it because i went too far? Or is it that you don't even care at all.
I really wonder, will you be happier without me? I've been thinking for WEEKS. It isn't just a day or two. And apparently, i don't think it'll make any difference to your life, even if i'm not there for you.. I really wonder, is your heart still with me? `Cause i guess not. You just had camp, you're tired, you're stressed up and stuffs. I understand, i really do. But why is it that you would rather facebook than text me?. How lonq does it take for a person to text 'Back from camp.' for me, its just 30secs. Or maybe even, less than that. Is it just so difficult for you to text me? Your heart just isn't with me anymore, right? You'll be happier without me, right? I know it hurts me, but if that's a fact, i would rather you tell me now, i'd rather get hurt now, when everything is wrong. Than to get hurt, when things are right. I need an answer.
You keep tellinq me, that you still love me, that you don't want to have a breakup. But, things aren't what it seems now. Is it so hard to text a 'morninq'? You said, jc is tough, yeah i know jc IS indeed tough. You promised me that, we won't lose communication no matter what. But we ARE losing communication. You've betrayed my trust, and now, you expect me to trust you? Feel secure with you? I know that, i don't want a breakup. People keep askinq me, where you are. How am i supposed to answer? When i don't know ANYTHING. You've been keeping things from me, since last month. Till now. I didn't say anything because i don't want you to get stressed up! But ended up, im the one who is freaking stressed up cause of this. You said you don't want us to end up like anne and leon. Then you want us to end up like you and mavis? You want a repitition of the past? Is it that?
Do you even remember, on the night of prefects chalet, we were damn close. I sat beside you, i felt something i haven't felt before in my life. And i guess, that's what they call, a sense of security. I felt it. I felt blessed, i was happy. When we went to the beach, to watch the sunrise, although it wasn't really clear, but it was nice, and i said it was nice isn't about the view, but its about the feelinq, the feelinq where you are beside a person you love, the feelinq of happiness, the feelinq of bliss. I felt that, and thats where everything started, didn't it? On 25th december, we were sitting there, by the breakwater. Admiring the scenery, feelinq the breeze of the sea, looking at the sky. It was perfect. And thats where you first held my hand, i felt very lucky, to have you in my life. I felt secured. On 31st december, at the beach, where i poured my feelinqs out to you. Share my problems with you. Sharing my burden. Where i admitted that i was jealous that you loved her. Where i told you not to cry, knowing that your about to. Where i first hugged you. Where you first kissed me on my forehead. Tellinq me everything is gonna be okay. Promised me you wont let me feel that pain ever again. On 10th january, where it was your birthday, where you gotten your O-levels results. We were at 5th floor of E-Hub, where i cried because of your results, i cried because of the jc that your mum asked you to go. Where you asked me to close my eyes, and where you first kissed me. You told me, everything is going to be fine, then you hugged me, makinq me feel secure, making me believe in you. On the 26th of february, in the beach, where i doubted you. Jonathan helped us to clear the misunderstanding, where you apologised to me, and when you hugged me while i was crying. You made me feel secure again. At that point, i promised myself, that no matter what, i would not ill-treat you. Never again. But however, that was the last time, the last time that i ever felt secure. And that was 26th of february.
And now, it's already 4th of April. I still feel as though im wasted, i feel like dying, i don't want this pain. The sharp pain in my chest, which i think is what others call a heartbreak. It was worse, worse than how i used to confessed to you and i know it was impossible between us. Everytime i thought about breakup, i would cry, the feelinq of losing someone important to you. The feelinq of dying, the feelinq where you're wondering what will happen, if you broke with that person. That feelinq of insecure, where you can't eat proper meals, can't sleep properly. Where you're tired of everything, and on the verge of giving up. I'm feelinq that. You told me, you don't want a breakup, but everything you've given me, since 26th february, is an indication of breakup. And always the reason is cause of, JC. Its not about JC. I told you, i don't need a immediate reply, i don't need a constant messaging topic. What i want is to feel the way i feel last time, the feelinq where you know that you're loved. I didn't get it since then. Is it cause your heart isn't with me anymore? Or is it other reasons..
Keep your heart with me, memories will always be withh me ♥
1:58 AM
1:58 AM
Friday, March 4, 2011
Sigh, i hate this now; boy
I've decided to post 1 post everytime i cried. Because i realised, everytime i cry, i can pour out my troubles here, makinqq my heart feel a little more relieve then keepinqq thinqs to myself. Lets talk bout today. Hmm.. Hai Sports Carnival, pasir ris park. It was okay, just that with 7 casualties, 1 hospitalised and 2 sent to their parents. Hope their okay now. =/
Today damnn busy lah, basically. Until no time sms till end of carnival. Then went out with anne, kerrell, marcus(kerrell's bro) and Gary(Kerrell's "Boyfriend"). Went to arcarde to relieve myself. Then play dao shiok lerh, go whitesands walkwalk, spent alot of money lorh, tsk. Then went home lerh, damnn tired, jiu slept for awhile.
Woke up with a sms from darlinqq, a kinda disappointinqq msg, but i got through it. Thenn jiu suddenly feel abit nausea, vomitted =/. Thenn now okay lerh. Butthen sigh, i cried lahh. Idk what's wrong with me. I should understand him mahh, i should fuhckingg put myself in his shoes. Butthen idk whats wrongg with me also, cant even put myself in his shoes. Sighh. Damnn disappointed with myself. I really just want some time with him. But apparently, its kinda too much to ask now. He must concentrate in his studies, not me. Butthen, sighh..
I really didn't wanted this lah, seriously. Everythinqq was so perfect last time. Now everythinq is like shyt. Idk how lonqq we can last, i really pray and hope and wish that we can really last lonqq. I mean seriously. The way we are now, idk. I just don't feel secured about it. I really want back the sense of security i had the last time. Sighh. I really gotta bear this in mind "He don't have time for me". But everytime i think about this, i'll just breakdown and cry. I'm sorry..
-xiiaoqii-
I've decided to post 1 post everytime i cried. Because i realised, everytime i cry, i can pour out my troubles here, makinqq my heart feel a little more relieve then keepinqq thinqs to myself. Lets talk bout today. Hmm.. Hai Sports Carnival, pasir ris park. It was okay, just that with 7 casualties, 1 hospitalised and 2 sent to their parents. Hope their okay now. =/
Today damnn busy lah, basically. Until no time sms till end of carnival. Then went out with anne, kerrell, marcus(kerrell's bro) and Gary(Kerrell's "Boyfriend"). Went to arcarde to relieve myself. Then play dao shiok lerh, go whitesands walkwalk, spent alot of money lorh, tsk. Then went home lerh, damnn tired, jiu slept for awhile.
Woke up with a sms from darlinqq, a kinda disappointinqq msg, but i got through it. Thenn jiu suddenly feel abit nausea, vomitted =/. Thenn now okay lerh. Butthen sigh, i cried lahh. Idk what's wrong with me. I should understand him mahh, i should fuhckingg put myself in his shoes. Butthen idk whats wrongg with me also, cant even put myself in his shoes. Sighh. Damnn disappointed with myself. I really just want some time with him. But apparently, its kinda too much to ask now. He must concentrate in his studies, not me. Butthen, sighh..
I really didn't wanted this lah, seriously. Everythinqq was so perfect last time. Now everythinq is like shyt. Idk how lonqq we can last, i really pray and hope and wish that we can really last lonqq. I mean seriously. The way we are now, idk. I just don't feel secured about it. I really want back the sense of security i had the last time. Sighh. I really gotta bear this in mind "He don't have time for me". But everytime i think about this, i'll just breakdown and cry. I'm sorry..
-xiiaoqii-
Keep your heart with me, memories will always be withh me ♥
7:22 AM
7:22 AM
Thursday, February 24, 2011
This entire post, is just gonna be for my darlinqq..
Darlinqq, i'm sorryy. The past few days, we've been quarrellinq alot. Tomorrow's our second month alr. I really don't like us, the way we are now. The way thinqs are now. I'm really sorry. I should've been more understandinqq. But i really feel very effed up. I just need someone to listen to me. And i just blasted at youu. Second month.. Time flies very fast. Its alr our 2nd month. It just seems like, we just celebrated our 1st month.
I need you to know that, i really want us to last. `Cause i really really love you. I totally hate the word 'break'. Because, i don't want us to end up like you and mavis. I've been trying to get past qiuxin, put it behind me. But everytime she appears infront of me, it just reminds me of you. Then i'll think about prefects chalet, 25th december, 26th december, 27th december, 29th december, 31st december, 3rd january, 4th january, 6th january, 10th january, 15th january, 19th january, 20th january, 26th january, 28th january, 3rd february, 14th february, 17th february, 19th february. All the dates, do you remember? `Cause i remember. Every single one of them. Memorable dates, i remember them too. 25122010, 31122010, 100111 and 14022011.
They got their own meanings to it. I really need you, i can't afford to lose you. Those memories.. are too hard to bear if we ever break. I really don't know what i would become, without you. `Cause what i am now, is cause of you. Its `cause of your sweet love, the security i feel when i'm with you. You made me, you made who i am now. Your sweet messages, i could re-read them everyday and not get bored of it. I can see your picture all day without thinking its borinqq. I can talk to you everyday and always have somethinq to talk about. This is all because i love you. Because of your love, to me. The way you speak to me. The way you're protective about me. To me, you have flaws, but those imperfections made you perfect. In a way or another. I really love you. I hope we can go all the way. I love you.
-xiiaoqii-
Darlinqq, i'm sorryy. The past few days, we've been quarrellinq alot. Tomorrow's our second month alr. I really don't like us, the way we are now. The way thinqs are now. I'm really sorry. I should've been more understandinqq. But i really feel very effed up. I just need someone to listen to me. And i just blasted at youu. Second month.. Time flies very fast. Its alr our 2nd month. It just seems like, we just celebrated our 1st month.
I need you to know that, i really want us to last. `Cause i really really love you. I totally hate the word 'break'. Because, i don't want us to end up like you and mavis. I've been trying to get past qiuxin, put it behind me. But everytime she appears infront of me, it just reminds me of you. Then i'll think about prefects chalet, 25th december, 26th december, 27th december, 29th december, 31st december, 3rd january, 4th january, 6th january, 10th january, 15th january, 19th january, 20th january, 26th january, 28th january, 3rd february, 14th february, 17th february, 19th february. All the dates, do you remember? `Cause i remember. Every single one of them. Memorable dates, i remember them too. 25122010, 31122010, 100111 and 14022011.
They got their own meanings to it. I really need you, i can't afford to lose you. Those memories.. are too hard to bear if we ever break. I really don't know what i would become, without you. `Cause what i am now, is cause of you. Its `cause of your sweet love, the security i feel when i'm with you. You made me, you made who i am now. Your sweet messages, i could re-read them everyday and not get bored of it. I can see your picture all day without thinking its borinqq. I can talk to you everyday and always have somethinq to talk about. This is all because i love you. Because of your love, to me. The way you speak to me. The way you're protective about me. To me, you have flaws, but those imperfections made you perfect. In a way or another. I really love you. I hope we can go all the way. I love you.
-xiiaoqii-
Keep your heart with me, memories will always be withh me ♥
4:29 AM
4:29 AM
Friday, February 18, 2011
I'm sorry; boy.
Sighh, this week totally sucks except for Monday. Tuesday, thinqqs started to come in to ruin my mood. Until today. Hope next week's a better week. For me. Thinqqs are goingg real hard for me. I wonder how lonqq i can hang on till i actually break down. Sighh. I actually cried `cause of little thinqqs. I'm supposed to trust my darlinqq. What the hell am i thinkinqq that dayy. Just because of school, my mood like shyt then make it dao his fault. Sighh, i think i gotta be more understandinqq, really.
Then he's havinqq A-levels next year ler. I get how important A-levels is to him. I can't be selfish (: Well, school has been suckish for me. With prefects qivinqq me shytt for the past 1 week. No respect. Guess i just gotta earn that respect thenn. SJAB was funn so far, still okay bahhs. Hope trg tomorrow, got more jokes, heh (: Prefects wise, not top 10, idc also lerh lahh. Guess i put my studies as priority 1st. My top 10 this year, i must jiayous lerh (:
Darlinqq, i know sometimes i might be moody and make thinqqs difficult for you. But i really really hope you won't take it too hard on yourself, and hope you won't take it to heart. I really really don't mean it. Sometimes its just that im to stressed up in school, havinqq tests, CCA and leadership stuffs. But i want you to reply me when you can, or at least give me a rough timinqq when you end school and stuffs. Then i wouldn't have to hold onto my phone just for your 1 reply, and end up missinqq you. I hope you understand ):
-xiiaoqii-♥
Sighh, this week totally sucks except for Monday. Tuesday, thinqqs started to come in to ruin my mood. Until today. Hope next week's a better week. For me. Thinqqs are goingg real hard for me. I wonder how lonqq i can hang on till i actually break down. Sighh. I actually cried `cause of little thinqqs. I'm supposed to trust my darlinqq. What the hell am i thinkinqq that dayy. Just because of school, my mood like shyt then make it dao his fault. Sighh, i think i gotta be more understandinqq, really.
Then he's havinqq A-levels next year ler. I get how important A-levels is to him. I can't be selfish (: Well, school has been suckish for me. With prefects qivinqq me shytt for the past 1 week. No respect. Guess i just gotta earn that respect thenn. SJAB was funn so far, still okay bahhs. Hope trg tomorrow, got more jokes, heh (: Prefects wise, not top 10, idc also lerh lahh. Guess i put my studies as priority 1st. My top 10 this year, i must jiayous lerh (:
Darlinqq, i know sometimes i might be moody and make thinqqs difficult for you. But i really really hope you won't take it too hard on yourself, and hope you won't take it to heart. I really really don't mean it. Sometimes its just that im to stressed up in school, havinqq tests, CCA and leadership stuffs. But i want you to reply me when you can, or at least give me a rough timinqq when you end school and stuffs. Then i wouldn't have to hold onto my phone just for your 1 reply, and end up missinqq you. I hope you understand ):
-xiiaoqii-♥
Keep your heart with me, memories will always be withh me ♥
4:51 AM
4:51 AM
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Sighh, not really feelinqqq good ; sigh.
yohh. Not really in a vehh good mood now. Alot thinqqs screwed up today also. And then thanks to my stupid cough also. Phy test, not satisfied with my marks. Then in class, nobody to sms. Siann. Thenn i went for SJAB. It was a freaking hot day and they made us stand there for 45mins. Sighhh. `Then admin stuffs, do also do so slow. Everything do dao so slow. wth la. NCO can stand in shade, while we are under hot sun. Naise. Thanks yeah?
Yesterday went to finddd darlinqq at bout 7pm. Spent valentines day withh him. Best v`day ever. The beach was the best, cause it brinqqs back alot of past memories.. Prefects chalet, 25th december, 26th december, 30th december and 31st december. All these memories are carved in my heart, never to be erased. Thenn got people come give free water. LOLLOL. Then wo bu yao. LOL.
Darlinqq said to call `bout 10, i mistook it for callinq AT 10. Well, there's a difference. Haha. nevermind bah, he's busyyy with jc stuffs. idw keep disturb him also. Then now also a lil tired. Probably sleepinqq soon. Medicine makes me drowsy. Sighh. How i hope time stopped yesterday, in the beach. Everythinqq was almost perfect. Siiann, lazy post lerh. Buh-byee
-xiiaoqii-♥
yohh. Not really in a vehh good mood now. Alot thinqqs screwed up today also. And then thanks to my stupid cough also. Phy test, not satisfied with my marks. Then in class, nobody to sms. Siann. Thenn i went for SJAB. It was a freaking hot day and they made us stand there for 45mins. Sighhh. `Then admin stuffs, do also do so slow. Everything do dao so slow. wth la. NCO can stand in shade, while we are under hot sun. Naise. Thanks yeah?
Yesterday went to finddd darlinqq at bout 7pm. Spent valentines day withh him. Best v`day ever. The beach was the best, cause it brinqqs back alot of past memories.. Prefects chalet, 25th december, 26th december, 30th december and 31st december. All these memories are carved in my heart, never to be erased. Thenn got people come give free water. LOLLOL. Then wo bu yao. LOL.
Darlinqq said to call `bout 10, i mistook it for callinq AT 10. Well, there's a difference. Haha. nevermind bah, he's busyyy with jc stuffs. idw keep disturb him also. Then now also a lil tired. Probably sleepinqq soon. Medicine makes me drowsy. Sighh. How i hope time stopped yesterday, in the beach. Everythinqq was almost perfect. Siiann, lazy post lerh. Buh-byee
-xiiaoqii-♥
Keep your heart with me, memories will always be withh me ♥
5:54 AM
5:54 AM
Thursday, February 10, 2011
I miss you ; darlinqqq
Sighh, today kinda screwed, met darlinq only at 4pm. Didn't manage to have some private time or smethinqq with him. Basically cause jon and yuejie was there. Today's mood also not really good. `Cause he say i don't like him anymore. Yeah, i don't like you anymore, cause i already love you. And that can't be changed. I wanted to say that, but jon was there.. So nevermind. Walk around E!Hub, see-inq couples holdinq hands, huqqinq, holdinq waist etc.. It used to be disgustinqq sight for me, but not anymore. `Cause its you, who changed how i think. Everythinqq is so different now, after we are together. It became like i'm in heaven, so beautiful, so perfect. But just see-inq her, thinkinq bout you and her, can change my mood totally.
I didn't want to think of you and her either. But i can't help it. Everytime i see her, in school, i'll get reminded of you. How you used to like her, sms her, talk to her. Those 'memories' are too hard for me to bear. Sometimes, i can't take it. I just feel like cryinq. But always, at that point of time, you're always there, with me. Your voice, askinq me why i emo. Sometimes, i just want you to hug me, tellinq me everythinq is okay, when i'm upset, or when i'm down. Your just so perfect, sometimes. Too perfect, that i find you too good for me. But i know, i can't live, without you. `Cause i love you too much. My emotions just go out of control, i just can't help it. But you understand, you understand how i feel, and all. I really really love you, i cant afford to lose you, not anymore. I love you.
-xiiaoqii-♥
Sighh, today kinda screwed, met darlinq only at 4pm. Didn't manage to have some private time or smethinqq with him. Basically cause jon and yuejie was there. Today's mood also not really good. `Cause he say i don't like him anymore. Yeah, i don't like you anymore, cause i already love you. And that can't be changed. I wanted to say that, but jon was there.. So nevermind. Walk around E!Hub, see-inq couples holdinq hands, huqqinq, holdinq waist etc.. It used to be disgustinqq sight for me, but not anymore. `Cause its you, who changed how i think. Everythinqq is so different now, after we are together. It became like i'm in heaven, so beautiful, so perfect. But just see-inq her, thinkinq bout you and her, can change my mood totally.
I didn't want to think of you and her either. But i can't help it. Everytime i see her, in school, i'll get reminded of you. How you used to like her, sms her, talk to her. Those 'memories' are too hard for me to bear. Sometimes, i can't take it. I just feel like cryinq. But always, at that point of time, you're always there, with me. Your voice, askinq me why i emo. Sometimes, i just want you to hug me, tellinq me everythinq is okay, when i'm upset, or when i'm down. Your just so perfect, sometimes. Too perfect, that i find you too good for me. But i know, i can't live, without you. `Cause i love you too much. My emotions just go out of control, i just can't help it. But you understand, you understand how i feel, and all. I really really love you, i cant afford to lose you, not anymore. I love you.
-xiiaoqii-♥
Keep your heart with me, memories will always be withh me ♥
3:47 AM
3:47 AM
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
I miss you ; love
Backs from Hongkongg! Nothinqq much there luh. ): Lets talk about my trip. First day: Plane to Hongkong, Went to hotel, then eat o.o. The food there hor. is super de hor. Terrible taste. Dammit. LOL. Thenn after that we go back hotel pack some stuffs jiu go Zhu Hai(china) lerhh. Seriously, i never wanna go to china again! ): Had dinner there which totally SUCKS! Not to my expectations T.T! Thenn went to a hotel there. Damnn scaryy that hotel. Just felt weird there and uhmm, the doorwayy right, is super dark and scary.. Can imagine lor! ): Then fell asleep while thinking bout darlinqqq.
Day Two: Woke up in the morning, go nearby "shopping mall" walkwalk. Doesn't even look like shopping mall. And then hor, the thinqqs there all fake de. Tskkk. I managed to get KFC, so it was alrighties luh :D. Thenn after eat le, walkwalk Then we go back macau :O Go there walkwalk shoppinq, Adults go casino. Walao aye, NOT ENOUGH TIME! i haven finish shoppinqq! :( Bro bought chewing gums, i didnt buy anything. Too expensive, he rich mah, im not :D. Thenn went back to honqkonq, got macs then went back hotel and BOOM, SLEEP :DDD
Day Three: Woke up in the morninqq, then they say today 4+ then qoinqq out. So i went back to sleep again XD. 2pm woke up, eat porridge then helped to pack the room. Sun bian while packinqq, was eatinqq tidbits which i brought! YAY :D. Then packpack, BOOM bro and ahqonq sleep. Messy again! ): my effort gonee to waste. Nvm :D. Thenn 4+ le, went to "Nu ren Jie"(In chinese) So basically the thinqqs there are superb cheap, and easy to bargain. But hor.. Got nothinqq to buy! Tsktsk! Only bought a lonqq wallet(hello kitty de) at SGD $10. Why hello Kitty, kay reason damnn simple. There the wallets not nice, then hello kitty de damn nice and its PINK! Me and darlinqq's fav colour :DD. So i bought that lor. Then walkwalk, walao. They hor, halfway walk, halfway eat. I eat dao gain 2kg ler la! ): NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! T.T! ):. Then went back hotel, Thinkk of darlinqq, and slept :D
Day Four: Woke up in the morninqq, then went to Shen Zhen(china) Follow tour de. Kayy, Tour = alot people right? Yeah, my tour DAMNNN alot people, alot dao its my own family members, 5 only. Wthh lor! Then we went to Shen Zhen, had lunch, indian de, eh the curry damnn nice lor! ><. Then eat le, jiu go to this crystal place thinqqyy. Walkwalk, playplay thenn went back to bus. Then we went to Windows of the world. Or somethinqq lidat. There hor, is somethinqq like disneyland? Just that 1 thinqq. Its SUPER borinqq. Sighh. Then walkwalk le, supposed to go shoppinq mall de, butthen i too sian alr, everyone sian, so we early went back hotel :D. Then went to eat ricee, chicken chop rice, somethinqq lidat. Not bad, quite nice! :D Then hotel le, BOOM SLEEP
Day Five: Woke up in the morninqq, packed laguagge and all. Then checkout. Then go shoppinqq mall walkwalk awhile, go back hotel le :D. Then had a lil fever, probably cause of the weather there bahhs. Then went to airport wait for plane, then they still eat sia! Walao, solid. All gain weight! :DDDDDD. At least im not alone :D. So practically nothinqq to do whole day missinqq my darlinqq lorh. I wanted to buy the freakinqq card to call back sg. Butthen hor! They're SIM card and ours different! Irritatinqqq. Then cant fit my phone. + There no LAN shop! Walao idiot! NO WIFI ALSO. So i totally couldn't contact my darlinqq. Only last day, due to my irrritatinqqness my cousin lend me her phone sms 1 text to my darlinq! Walao. Then i back lerh, i think he fell asleep? `Cause got no reply.
Darlinqq, i miss you. Alot alot. That five days, is totally hell for me. Thinkinqq of you all the time, yet couldn't contact you. Even findinqq LAN shop and cards have been tirinqq. `Cause all have the same reply, Don't have. Can't fit. Sighh. I really really really miss you alot! Even now. `Cause you fell asleep while i'm back. Sorry. My flight got a little delayed. Supposed to reach at 11 de. Butthen due to whatever reasons, they delay the flight. I really really miss you! I'm afraid i can't go to bed anytime now. I'm thinkinqq of you, all the time. I'm never gonna leave you again, i promise. `Cause i know, i can't take it. Not anymore. I love you ♥
-Xiiaoqii-♥
Backs from Hongkongg! Nothinqq much there luh. ): Lets talk about my trip. First day: Plane to Hongkong, Went to hotel, then eat o.o. The food there hor. is super de hor. Terrible taste. Dammit. LOL. Thenn after that we go back hotel pack some stuffs jiu go Zhu Hai(china) lerhh. Seriously, i never wanna go to china again! ): Had dinner there which totally SUCKS! Not to my expectations T.T! Thenn went to a hotel there. Damnn scaryy that hotel. Just felt weird there and uhmm, the doorwayy right, is super dark and scary.. Can imagine lor! ): Then fell asleep while thinking bout darlinqqq.
Day Two: Woke up in the morning, go nearby "shopping mall" walkwalk. Doesn't even look like shopping mall. And then hor, the thinqqs there all fake de. Tskkk. I managed to get KFC, so it was alrighties luh :D. Thenn after eat le, walkwalk Then we go back macau :O Go there walkwalk shoppinq, Adults go casino. Walao aye, NOT ENOUGH TIME! i haven finish shoppinqq! :( Bro bought chewing gums, i didnt buy anything. Too expensive, he rich mah, im not :D. Thenn went back to honqkonq, got macs then went back hotel and BOOM, SLEEP :DDD
Day Three: Woke up in the morninqq, then they say today 4+ then qoinqq out. So i went back to sleep again XD. 2pm woke up, eat porridge then helped to pack the room. Sun bian while packinqq, was eatinqq tidbits which i brought! YAY :D. Then packpack, BOOM bro and ahqonq sleep. Messy again! ): my effort gonee to waste. Nvm :D. Thenn 4+ le, went to "Nu ren Jie"(In chinese) So basically the thinqqs there are superb cheap, and easy to bargain. But hor.. Got nothinqq to buy! Tsktsk! Only bought a lonqq wallet(hello kitty de) at SGD $10. Why hello Kitty, kay reason damnn simple. There the wallets not nice, then hello kitty de damn nice and its PINK! Me and darlinqq's fav colour :DD. So i bought that lor. Then walkwalk, walao. They hor, halfway walk, halfway eat. I eat dao gain 2kg ler la! ): NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! T.T! ):. Then went back hotel, Thinkk of darlinqq, and slept :D
Day Four: Woke up in the morninqq, then went to Shen Zhen(china) Follow tour de. Kayy, Tour = alot people right? Yeah, my tour DAMNNN alot people, alot dao its my own family members, 5 only. Wthh lor! Then we went to Shen Zhen, had lunch, indian de, eh the curry damnn nice lor! ><. Then eat le, jiu go to this crystal place thinqqyy. Walkwalk, playplay thenn went back to bus. Then we went to Windows of the world. Or somethinqq lidat. There hor, is somethinqq like disneyland? Just that 1 thinqq. Its SUPER borinqq. Sighh. Then walkwalk le, supposed to go shoppinq mall de, butthen i too sian alr, everyone sian, so we early went back hotel :D. Then went to eat ricee, chicken chop rice, somethinqq lidat. Not bad, quite nice! :D Then hotel le, BOOM SLEEP
Day Five: Woke up in the morninqq, packed laguagge and all. Then checkout. Then go shoppinqq mall walkwalk awhile, go back hotel le :D. Then had a lil fever, probably cause of the weather there bahhs. Then went to airport wait for plane, then they still eat sia! Walao, solid. All gain weight! :DDDDDD. At least im not alone :D. So practically nothinqq to do whole day missinqq my darlinqq lorh. I wanted to buy the freakinqq card to call back sg. Butthen hor! They're SIM card and ours different! Irritatinqqq. Then cant fit my phone. + There no LAN shop! Walao idiot! NO WIFI ALSO. So i totally couldn't contact my darlinqq. Only last day, due to my irrritatinqqness my cousin lend me her phone sms 1 text to my darlinq! Walao. Then i back lerh, i think he fell asleep? `Cause got no reply.
Darlinqq, i miss you. Alot alot. That five days, is totally hell for me. Thinkinqq of you all the time, yet couldn't contact you. Even findinqq LAN shop and cards have been tirinqq. `Cause all have the same reply, Don't have. Can't fit. Sighh. I really really really miss you alot! Even now. `Cause you fell asleep while i'm back. Sorry. My flight got a little delayed. Supposed to reach at 11 de. Butthen due to whatever reasons, they delay the flight. I really really miss you! I'm afraid i can't go to bed anytime now. I'm thinkinqq of you, all the time. I'm never gonna leave you again, i promise. `Cause i know, i can't take it. Not anymore. I love you ♥
-Xiiaoqii-♥
Keep your heart with me, memories will always be withh me ♥
9:44 AM
9:44 AM
Saturday, February 5, 2011
Day 2~
Darrrrr. I miss you alot! I know its mushy, but i really want to hear your voice :( Everyday has been a dreadfully, boring day without you around.
Really hope your enjoying yourself in HK! Stay healthy kays? Wash hands before every meal etc etc :D MUST REMEMBER KAYS?
Time without you seems to be an eternity.
Darrrrr. I miss you alot! I know its mushy, but i really want to hear your voice :( Everyday has been a dreadfully, boring day without you around.
Really hope your enjoying yourself in HK! Stay healthy kays? Wash hands before every meal etc etc :D MUST REMEMBER KAYS?
Time without you seems to be an eternity.
Keep your heart with me, memories will always be withh me ♥
6:11 AM
6:11 AM
Friday, February 4, 2011
Day 1 of darling leaving for Hong Kong~
TODAY WAS DAMMMM BORING. Without darling here, i practically fell asleep from 2pm-5pm. Hurry up and come backkkk :(
This year's chinese new year, doesn't compare to the past CNYs. Maybe its just me, but everything seems super quiet this year..
*Spends 5minutes thinking of what to type* DARLING! HURRY UP AND COME BACK! :(
Lucas~
TODAY WAS DAMMMM BORING. Without darling here, i practically fell asleep from 2pm-5pm. Hurry up and come backkkk :(
This year's chinese new year, doesn't compare to the past CNYs. Maybe its just me, but everything seems super quiet this year..
*Spends 5minutes thinking of what to type* DARLING! HURRY UP AND COME BACK! :(
Lucas~
Keep your heart with me, memories will always be withh me ♥
7:05 AM
7:05 AM
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
Boy, i miss you ; Love
Todayy had funn in school, paper cutting XDDD! So lame lor, but okay la, end product quite cool (: Had a ferrero rocher from Mr Chooo! :DD. Thankyouuuus! Thennn had some performance, so nicee :D. Then after that met darlinqq together with yuejie and Jonathan :D. So funnn!
Then we went to have lunch at Tampines kopitiam, darlinqq help me take tray! ♥ . Then we went to buy KOI! So damnn nice! Ice cream milk tea! ♥ Thenn we went watch movie, Green Hornet, obv i smugglie KOI in :DD. Damnn funny the movie, but most part is me going to sleep :DD.
Thenn went to E!Hub slack lorhh. I lovee darlinqq, he's damnnn cool! I miss him ): tsktsk! How i wish time didn't flyy so fast. Sighh! Tomorrow CNY lerhh, butthen darlinqq staying at home D: Thenn i going tamp, butthen i don't think i can see him lorh, his mum don't seem to be going overseas lerhh lehh! :( Sighh. Neverminddd! :D
Darlinqq, five days will pass damnn fast derhh, I know you she bu de me go, esp this timing where H1N1 is in Hong Kong. But i will take care of myself, i promise. I won't fall sick, not now at the very least. I will miss youu, butthen don't miss me too much and takecare of yourself kayys? I don't want hear thinqqs like you cry, or emo cause of my overseas trip, promise me that, just that, please. You promise me to not emo, hope you will keep that promise, i trust you. Take care or yourself kayys? I love you ♥
-xiiaoqii-♥
Todayy had funn in school, paper cutting XDDD! So lame lor, but okay la, end product quite cool (: Had a ferrero rocher from Mr Chooo! :DD. Thankyouuuus! Thennn had some performance, so nicee :D. Then after that met darlinqq together with yuejie and Jonathan :D. So funnn!
Then we went to have lunch at Tampines kopitiam, darlinqq help me take tray! ♥ . Then we went to buy KOI! So damnn nice! Ice cream milk tea! ♥ Thenn we went watch movie, Green Hornet, obv i smugglie KOI in :DD. Damnn funny the movie, but most part is me going to sleep :DD.
Thenn went to E!Hub slack lorhh. I lovee darlinqq, he's damnnn cool! I miss him ): tsktsk! How i wish time didn't flyy so fast. Sighh! Tomorrow CNY lerhh, butthen darlinqq staying at home D: Thenn i going tamp, butthen i don't think i can see him lorh, his mum don't seem to be going overseas lerhh lehh! :( Sighh. Neverminddd! :D
Darlinqq, five days will pass damnn fast derhh, I know you she bu de me go, esp this timing where H1N1 is in Hong Kong. But i will take care of myself, i promise. I won't fall sick, not now at the very least. I will miss youu, butthen don't miss me too much and takecare of yourself kayys? I don't want hear thinqqs like you cry, or emo cause of my overseas trip, promise me that, just that, please. You promise me to not emo, hope you will keep that promise, i trust you. Take care or yourself kayys? I love you ♥
-xiiaoqii-♥
Keep your heart with me, memories will always be withh me ♥
2:33 AM
2:33 AM
Monday, January 31, 2011
TSK!!! I was forced to post this on darling's wall :(
Today was a fun day! Getting to meet new people, new faces, and new places! I even got to know 3 more NPCC people in my group. Even though we just met, we go way back till sec 2. Actually, i was in the same group with them during my LMSC, even though i didn't recognise their UGLY ... erm.... handsome faces :D
SECRET VALENTINE TOTALLY ROCKS! "both boy and girl suddenly start shaking inside!" Darling was singing this just now, and she sounded suppppppppppppppper cute! Sing more please!
After orientation day 3 was over, went to Ehub to buy fruits for tomorrows' picnic. I wanted to ask SOMEONE to come along, but SOMEONE didn't want to :( Bought 6 pears and 5 apples! wasted $7 :( heart painnnnnnnn~~~
Darling's voice is soooooo dam cute! She should really audition for Singapore Idol! She would hypnotise the entire nation! " tinky winky, Dispy, LaLa, PO! Teletubbies, teletubbies, say.... hell.... lo! EH OHHHH!" SOOOO CUTE
Happiness only comes when both parties make an effort. I'm glad that we are happy together <3
-Lucas
Today was a fun day! Getting to meet new people, new faces, and new places! I even got to know 3 more NPCC people in my group. Even though we just met, we go way back till sec 2. Actually, i was in the same group with them during my LMSC, even though i didn't recognise their UGLY ... erm.... handsome faces :D
SECRET VALENTINE TOTALLY ROCKS! "both boy and girl suddenly start shaking inside!" Darling was singing this just now, and she sounded suppppppppppppppper cute! Sing more please!
After orientation day 3 was over, went to Ehub to buy fruits for tomorrows' picnic. I wanted to ask SOMEONE to come along, but SOMEONE didn't want to :( Bought 6 pears and 5 apples! wasted $7 :( heart painnnnnnnn~~~
Darling's voice is soooooo dam cute! She should really audition for Singapore Idol! She would hypnotise the entire nation! " tinky winky, Dispy, LaLa, PO! Teletubbies, teletubbies, say.... hell.... lo! EH OHHHH!" SOOOO CUTE
Happiness only comes when both parties make an effort. I'm glad that we are happy together <3
-Lucas
Keep your heart with me, memories will always be withh me ♥
5:21 AM
5:21 AM
Sunday, January 30, 2011
-Lovinqq you, missinqq youu, needinqq youu; ♥
Yesterday, slept at 3am :D Basically, i was on phone with darlinqq till 2.40am then he fell asleep on the phone. Then i thought he brb, so i waited till 2.50am then put down and spammed call his handphone. Then never pick up, i sms also no reply. So i computered awhile, then slept lor. Thenthen 5am, he call me. I was like, -Sleepyy tone-"hellooo" Then idk what he said. Forgot lerhh. :D
Then went back to sleep. Woke up at 8am, then reply msg, then sleep again till i think 11am. Then i woke, then bathed and go tampines. Then walkwalk, then buy KOI! yayyies! :D. Then go home lerhh. After that jiu on phone with darlinqq, talktalk lorh. Then just now they say what want sushi for dinner, end up don't have ):
Tomorrow got school, sian. ): idw go. I miss my darlinqq. Siann. I duwan go school tmrw. Sighh, Henqq tomorrow no maths sia. :D. cos i never do homework :D. Hopee tomorrow will be a good day! :D
-xiiaoqii-♥
Yesterday, slept at 3am :D Basically, i was on phone with darlinqq till 2.40am then he fell asleep on the phone. Then i thought he brb, so i waited till 2.50am then put down and spammed call his handphone. Then never pick up, i sms also no reply. So i computered awhile, then slept lor. Thenthen 5am, he call me. I was like, -Sleepyy tone-"hellooo" Then idk what he said. Forgot lerhh. :D
Then went back to sleep. Woke up at 8am, then reply msg, then sleep again till i think 11am. Then i woke, then bathed and go tampines. Then walkwalk, then buy KOI! yayyies! :D. Then go home lerhh. After that jiu on phone with darlinqq, talktalk lorh. Then just now they say what want sushi for dinner, end up don't have ):
Tomorrow got school, sian. ): idw go. I miss my darlinqq. Siann. I duwan go school tmrw. Sighh, Henqq tomorrow no maths sia. :D. cos i never do homework :D. Hopee tomorrow will be a good day! :D
-xiiaoqii-♥
Keep your heart with me, memories will always be withh me ♥
5:06 AM
5:06 AM
Saturday, January 29, 2011
-Boy, i miss you; love
Today was AWESOMEEE! You know why? `Cause i'm awesome! :D. Nah just joking. Basically woke up, then went outside. Stomache painn. Thenthen suddenly my ahma damnn caring then ask what i want to eat even though she bought the food for me alr. So i just ate what she bought lor, duwan waste money :D. Then computered awhile, 12pm went to meet darlinqq ♥
Then he say want eat justasia, so i anything lor, so jonathan, damien, lucas ng, and those people, yupp. Normal people who always go to justasia. Then i never eat, slack there lorhh. Then they go mix drink create combo, then jonathan stomache weird weird de (cos he drank most combos) HAHAHAH! :D Thenn darlinqq go some NPCC thinqy, so wait lor. he dam zai, "3:20 i come back" Then end up coming back at 3:45 somewhere there. Wthh lor ):
Then we went to whitesands, i buyy my stuffs then we went libraryy slack. Then slackslack, i went to take magazine want read, then jon was like "i want read how jio girls" So me and darlinqq go find. Wthh, we saw alot magazines lorh! wthh :D. Then jon readread so sian de. Then we went foodcourt to eat. Then eat le, they both send me home :DD. In the rain ♥. Lovee him :D
-xiiaoqii-♥
Today was AWESOMEEE! You know why? `Cause i'm awesome! :D. Nah just joking. Basically woke up, then went outside. Stomache painn. Thenthen suddenly my ahma damnn caring then ask what i want to eat even though she bought the food for me alr. So i just ate what she bought lor, duwan waste money :D. Then computered awhile, 12pm went to meet darlinqq ♥
Then he say want eat justasia, so i anything lor, so jonathan, damien, lucas ng, and those people, yupp. Normal people who always go to justasia. Then i never eat, slack there lorhh. Then they go mix drink create combo, then jonathan stomache weird weird de (cos he drank most combos) HAHAHAH! :D Thenn darlinqq go some NPCC thinqy, so wait lor. he dam zai, "3:20 i come back" Then end up coming back at 3:45 somewhere there. Wthh lor ):
Then we went to whitesands, i buyy my stuffs then we went libraryy slack. Then slackslack, i went to take magazine want read, then jon was like "i want read how jio girls" So me and darlinqq go find. Wthh, we saw alot magazines lorh! wthh :D. Then jon readread so sian de. Then we went foodcourt to eat. Then eat le, they both send me home :DD. In the rain ♥. Lovee him :D
-xiiaoqii-♥
Keep your heart with me, memories will always be withh me ♥
4:17 AM
4:17 AM
Friday, January 28, 2011
-The words i promised you, will be kept forever; love
Yesterday was a total disaster. Mr gng never come, so all thought slack le. But i suddenly thought of history hwk. so i used his period to chiong do. Then history le, cher angry with those who never do hwk. :( Then recess duty, sighhh duwanna talk about it. Physics test cant get back results yet. I was expecting at least distinction, don't think can bah ):
Games day cancelled, stayed back for nothing. Oh well. Then, she smsed me. Seriously, dam irritated luhh. Keep smsing me, then go so far, say what her patience got limit. Her patience got limit, mine also right, keep smsing me like nobody's business like that. Thenn still say want come school find me, idc you want come or duwan come. I just duwan the matter to make dao so big luh. You despise NA people, i nothing to say. But don't have to make dao like that right. Tmd.
Boy, i promised you a forever and always, i will keep to that promise. As for now, let her guards down first. I know the following months, years is gonna be a little tough for us. But go through that together alright? I believe youu, i trust you. Your promises, you will keep to all of them right? I hope so. Sorryy for adding on to your troubles D:. But i promised to share my troubles to you. Hope you keep to your promise and share with me too. If there is anything you dislike about me, or dislike me doing. You can always tell me, i'll try to change. For you. ♥
-xiiaoqii-♥
Yesterday was a total disaster. Mr gng never come, so all thought slack le. But i suddenly thought of history hwk. so i used his period to chiong do. Then history le, cher angry with those who never do hwk. :( Then recess duty, sighhh duwanna talk about it. Physics test cant get back results yet. I was expecting at least distinction, don't think can bah ):
Games day cancelled, stayed back for nothing. Oh well. Then, she smsed me. Seriously, dam irritated luhh. Keep smsing me, then go so far, say what her patience got limit. Her patience got limit, mine also right, keep smsing me like nobody's business like that. Thenn still say want come school find me, idc you want come or duwan come. I just duwan the matter to make dao so big luh. You despise NA people, i nothing to say. But don't have to make dao like that right. Tmd.
Boy, i promised you a forever and always, i will keep to that promise. As for now, let her guards down first. I know the following months, years is gonna be a little tough for us. But go through that together alright? I believe youu, i trust you. Your promises, you will keep to all of them right? I hope so. Sorryy for adding on to your troubles D:. But i promised to share my troubles to you. Hope you keep to your promise and share with me too. If there is anything you dislike about me, or dislike me doing. You can always tell me, i'll try to change. For you. ♥
-xiiaoqii-♥
Keep your heart with me, memories will always be withh me ♥
5:09 PM
5:09 PM
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
-Happy Belatedd first monthh ; love
Yesterdayyy to tireedd to post lerh, tsktsk! Do the freaking mathh thennn make dao i so tired, i hate mathhhh laa! And the freaking pms math teacher! Arghhhh! Happy first month to my beloved boyf thoughhh, i know im late by 1 day! ><. Hopee youu like the cardd! Hahaha, im whining ytdd lorr! Cos of maths la! Walao. So pekchek can, then tday no math! What is this! Arghhh!! ):
Schooling was as per normal, lessons still sucked. Had phy test today, i hope i AT LEAST pass D: Hopefully. Idw copy notes 3 times T.T! ): Evann tohhh lorhh. But he's a vehh good phy cherr ;D. Henggg arhh, got good teacher. That gives me more percentage to score my top 10 level position this year ♥ yay!
Thenn today finished my D&T photoframe alr! Okayy la, not veh nice. But still acceptable. Hope to score well in D&T too! Its one of my fav subj apart from phyy. =P. But still, it still rawkedd! Sighh, i seriously dislike some people in my class. `Cause keep kpkb me, like what i do to them man! tsktsk. Sighhh!
-xiiaoqii-♥
Yesterdayyy to tireedd to post lerh, tsktsk! Do the freaking mathh thennn make dao i so tired, i hate mathhhh laa! And the freaking pms math teacher! Arghhhh! Happy first month to my beloved boyf thoughhh, i know im late by 1 day! ><. Hopee youu like the cardd! Hahaha, im whining ytdd lorr! Cos of maths la! Walao. So pekchek can, then tday no math! What is this! Arghhh!! ):
Schooling was as per normal, lessons still sucked. Had phy test today, i hope i AT LEAST pass D: Hopefully. Idw copy notes 3 times T.T! ): Evann tohhh lorhh. But he's a vehh good phy cherr ;D. Henggg arhh, got good teacher. That gives me more percentage to score my top 10 level position this year ♥ yay!
Thenn today finished my D&T photoframe alr! Okayy la, not veh nice. But still acceptable. Hope to score well in D&T too! Its one of my fav subj apart from phyy. =P. But still, it still rawkedd! Sighh, i seriously dislike some people in my class. `Cause keep kpkb me, like what i do to them man! tsktsk. Sighhh!
-xiiaoqii-♥
Keep your heart with me, memories will always be withh me ♥
2:57 AM
2:57 AM
Monday, January 24, 2011
Suckish dayy today; Sigh
Sighhh, todayy 1st lesson got pms teacher alr. So siann. A few words to describe her, unreasonable, irritating and control freak. She try control us, like we her dog only lor. Still ask ppl greet her, so bhb sia. Dunnoee who wanna greet her siahh, wthh. Thenn she keep saying keep quiet, walao, finish work also cant talk, "i want your summary to have 15 points". wthhh -.- . who dunno its 15points siahh. wthh. we're not dumbb.
Then next pms teacher, maths. I didn't go sch, dunno got hw right, scold scold. Walao ayee, you cant accept your problem la, i never bring calculator also wanna scold ): That day act so kind, now cos discipline someone pekchek then blame us. Wthh is this la. Like pmspms laaa. So screww lorr. Wthh laa. idiot ):
Thenn chinese, cher also pms, scold scold. nagnagnagnanagnag laa, wthh ): do chinese compo, then dunnoe how do, anyhow bomb lor, duncare :DDD. At least i guaiguai do cann :D. Thennthenn after that, house meeting, suddenly super impromptu "you all must rahrah them abit, lead in cheers" Wthhh!! idk what to do then suddenly i lead sia, wthhhh ): Screww, then end up sore throattt. ):
-Xiiaoqii-♥
Sighhh, todayy 1st lesson got pms teacher alr. So siann. A few words to describe her, unreasonable, irritating and control freak. She try control us, like we her dog only lor. Still ask ppl greet her, so bhb sia. Dunnoee who wanna greet her siahh, wthh. Thenn she keep saying keep quiet, walao, finish work also cant talk, "i want your summary to have 15 points". wthhh -.- . who dunno its 15points siahh. wthh. we're not dumbb.
Then next pms teacher, maths. I didn't go sch, dunno got hw right, scold scold. Walao ayee, you cant accept your problem la, i never bring calculator also wanna scold ): That day act so kind, now cos discipline someone pekchek then blame us. Wthh is this la. Like pmspms laaa. So screww lorr. Wthh laa. idiot ):
Thenn chinese, cher also pms, scold scold. nagnagnagnanagnag laa, wthh ): do chinese compo, then dunnoe how do, anyhow bomb lor, duncare :DDD. At least i guaiguai do cann :D. Thennthenn after that, house meeting, suddenly super impromptu "you all must rahrah them abit, lead in cheers" Wthhh!! idk what to do then suddenly i lead sia, wthhhh ): Screww, then end up sore throattt. ):
-Xiiaoqii-♥
Keep your heart with me, memories will always be withh me ♥
1:11 AM
1:11 AM
Sunday, January 23, 2011
-Hope we are not like them ; love
Heyyo, blog revived. Weee! School's boring, basically lessons everyday, sighh. Gotta get used to it bahs. Aiming top 10 position this year, so i must jiayous alr. Can't keep play :'(. If i don't get top 10, SOMEONE will screw me up ): so must jiayou jiayou! :D
Saw kris's blog, dam emo. Sighh, my bro. Idk whatt got into him also. Its like he promised her a forever, and now he's happily chatting away with belinder. Well, i know how kris felt, cos i felt that, before. Once in my entire life. That feeling sucks. But i still hope this wont affect her studies and all, hopefully. This is so day ruined! ahhhh!!
Kayys, tomorrow's school again. Sighhh! So boring. ): 1st period english leh! 2 period someor, 1hr 3omins ): omgomg! How i hope i got some excuse to skip english class -cryyy. ):
-xiiaoqii-♥
Heyyo, blog revived. Weee! School's boring, basically lessons everyday, sighh. Gotta get used to it bahs. Aiming top 10 position this year, so i must jiayous alr. Can't keep play :'(. If i don't get top 10, SOMEONE will screw me up ): so must jiayou jiayou! :D
Saw kris's blog, dam emo. Sighh, my bro. Idk whatt got into him also. Its like he promised her a forever, and now he's happily chatting away with belinder. Well, i know how kris felt, cos i felt that, before. Once in my entire life. That feeling sucks. But i still hope this wont affect her studies and all, hopefully. This is so day ruined! ahhhh!!
Kayys, tomorrow's school again. Sighhh! So boring. ): 1st period english leh! 2 period someor, 1hr 3omins ): omgomg! How i hope i got some excuse to skip english class -cryyy. ):
-xiiaoqii-♥
Keep your heart with me, memories will always be withh me ♥
2:30 AM
2:30 AM
Monday, November 15, 2010
Heyyoo all! Backies to blogging ><. okok. uhmm, just done with the basecodes and all, took me about uhmm, 30mins? Hehehe. I'm so boredd luhh! Then that bryantan duwan entertain me(deliberately). Hahaha! okok, just rmbr to tagggg meee and post your link so i can link you. i only got 1 pathetic yuejie's link. But its okay, i think? :O. I like mika happy ending okayy! Thanks to... Bryantan again -.-. see la! What you do man! :O. okok, this is not gonna be a quarrel. Haha, ytd my new maid(just came for a week) say she wanna go back. Then sent her to agency etc. etc.. then the agent scold her vulgarities and scold her country, like wth? Quite pissed with the maid actually, she say `cause my family alot ppl then she stressed. wthh? Just because got relatives come visiting and stayover only. plus her work veh slack lor.. `cause i need pack my own stuffs, she alr veh slack leh >:. i feel like packing my cupboard man, outta no apparent reason ;O. alot stupidd worksheet inside ><. I need entertainment! Ahh! alrighties, i gogo play maple.
♥-xiiaoqii-
♥-xiiaoqii-
Keep your heart with me, memories will always be withh me ♥
12:40 AM
12:40 AM